Sometimes they say waiting is the most painful thing in the world.
Sometimes they say rejection is.
Or maybe forgetting the rejection.
All I know is, I think Coelho didn't know what he was talking about when he said, When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.
I guess you don't deserve unearned desires.
But when I really wanted something, needed it, paid my dues to try to achieve it and felt it fell right through my fingers...
And I don't know where to go from here.
Now, that's pain.