14 Nov 2005
I am worried. Things are about to change.
The question is, to be or not to be?
I don't want to indict anyone. I don't want to be directly involved. Looks like I already am, deep deep deep in this basket of confusion and trouble and spitefulness and insanity and double-face-ing and manipulation and anger.
I'm scared. Honest to goodness.
Of obsession, of paranoia, of ....fanatism, of manic and insanity.
People become unhinged. I don't want to be the one.
How do I get out of this. Requires many thoughts. Many.