11 Jul 2004
A Q&A that never made it to the boards cos there's 'unsuitable material', whatever that means.
.do you have a quick temper? :
=> quick, bad, hot...you name it.
.what do you do when you're mad? :
=> uh uncontrollable rage leads to cursing and
telling people off and making a scene. which i
avoid, but er, shit happens sometimes.
actually...i curse a lot. all the time. ask my
collegemates. and i curse a lot when i'm behind
.what's the worst thing you've done when you
were mad? :
=> make a great scene in public, ruin some
precious stuff in my room in private. and i
should probably mention how i regret that.
.if you can take back time, would you have never
=> see, you CAN'T turn back time.
.ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
=> uh. let me think. no?
.ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
=> smacking my dog count or not?
.do you curse when you're mad?
=> fawk, yesh.
.when was the last time you really cried your
=> uh. think. uh. it's been ages...uh don't
.ever cried yourself to sleep?
=> uh yes.
.ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
=> no. in front of friend yeah.
.ever cried over the opposite sex?
=> *raise eyebrow* who's worth it?
.do you cry when you get an injury?
=> depends la. broken nail nothing to cry over.
.do certain songs make you cry?
=> depending on your mood, right. if you're happy
even the saddest song won't influence you in any
.can you make yourself cry?
.what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go
=> 2 things. watch trust being crumpled like
tissue, and that my dog died in 2002. she slept
with me every night for years.
.what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
=> not for your perusal, and certainly not here.
shit happens okay.
.what's the worst thing you've done to somebody
=> er, break promises, fight,
.how depressed can you get?
=> like, where's my Prozac?
.do you inflict pain on yourself?
=> look, not physically. i might seem bonkers but
my sanity is intact.
.are you normally a happy person?
=> no one want to spend time with a sad person,
you process? being happy is mind over matter.
.what can make you happy?
=> simple gestures really. of course, i'm no
hypocrite - money.
.do you wish you were happier?
=> wish? no, no.
.what makes you the happiest?
.what about being with your friends, does that
make you happy?
=> need you ask?
.can music make you happy?
=> depends. i don't make music my religion.
.have you ever loved someone so much, that
you'd die for them?
.did you ever love a person, tell them that,
.ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made
.has anyone besides your friends and family
ever said 'i love you' to you?
.who do you actually hate?
=> many people. many, many people.
.ever made a hit list?
=> er, no. not even voodoo doll. nope.
.have you ever been on a hit list?
.are you a mean bully?
=> i'm a mean b****, but i'm not a bully.
.do you hate any one that breaks your heart?
=> 'him'? yes.
.do you hate George Bush?
=> which one? Bush Sr or Jr? Opps they're like
father, like son.
.is your self-esteem extremely low?
=> where's a hole? i need to hide.
.do you believe in yourself?
=> faith is powerful.
.when people say they think you are
goodlooking/pretty, do you deny you are?
=> hello, it's me, puiyee. God did not make me
pretty and i accept that.
.are you one of those idiots that think they
are ugly, dumb, and fat?
=> i know i am. mirrors don't lie.
.ever wanted to kill yourself coz you
thought you weren't good enough?
=> "never good enough" is never an issue.
.are you happy with who are you?
=> put it this way: i am who i am. i just am.